my love iif i could i would just take all the pain away, erase all the fears, and forget our pasts.
i would erase the distance, and then i would let you hold me in your arms,
ever secure.
everyday we would wake together, and know we could be there forever.
i would cast all the non-believers, all the judgemental people, all the haters away.
we would start our life together and live in peace forever.
if i only could.
a couple of months ago on a saturday, or maybe a friday, my life was changed forever. because a couple of months ago, i met zach. the way we met, yeah sure, i am not going to lie, it was not really... well... normal. that doesnt change anything though. i love him with more than everything i have, if thats even possible.
so, it was a saturday or a friday. i cant clearly remember, truth be told. but, this is the exact story of hoy i met my fallen angel.
me and my friend bailey were actually online. we went to this website called omegle... lol. then we saw zach and his friend spencer. i saw zach and was star struck.. love at first sight? m
you took me to a store
told me i could have whatever i wanted
i took one look around
what i wanted couldnt be found.
i only want your love
your heart to hold
i want to be with you
till we are old.
you took me to a candyshop
told me take what i need
baby, cant you see?
i only want your love
your heart to hold
i want to know i have you
even when we are old.
you took me to a flower store
asked if i wanted more
isnt it clear?
what i want isnt here
i only want your love
your heart to hold
i need to know you
and i can grow old.
finally, you take me to a ring place
i look at your beautiful face
your on your knees
marry me
today was the day
that we first met
my love oh my love
today was the day
that you swept me away.
one look into your eyes
and baby its no suprise
i fell hard.
i had innocence,
maybe it was ignorance
my love oh my love.
toay was the day
you made me who i am.
I am slowly slipping,
silently dying,
once I had hope,
now I'm not even trying.
There was once a day,
when the pain didn't kill SO much,
when it didn't hurt to look into your face,
when I didn't think my love was a disgrace.
I am a sinner,
Lord, condemn me now,
I wish I could repent,
but I don't know how.
Once there was a time,
when I denyed my love to you.
My feelings a secret,
yet still true.
Those days were easy,
my pain was little,
things were light andd breezy,
now my life is crumbling down.
We all have tmes,
where we want to cry.
But have you had a time,
where you wanted to die?
The thought of getting up,
is a stab to the heart.
You can't do anything,
knowing your life's falling apart.
You smile a smile,
God how it's not real.
And you'd do anything,
to just not feel.
We all have times,
when it hurts SO much.
They say,
it's ohkay.
But that is such..
A lie.
my love iif i could i would just take all the pain away, erase all the fears, and forget our pasts.
i would erase the distance, and then i would let you hold me in your arms,
ever secure.
everyday we would wake together, and know we could be there forever.
i would cast all the non-believers, all the judgemental people, all the haters away.
we would start our life together and live in peace forever.
if i only could.
a couple of months ago on a saturday, or maybe a friday, my life was changed forever. because a couple of months ago, i met zach. the way we met, yeah sure, i am not going to lie, it was not really... well... normal. that doesnt change anything though. i love him with more than everything i have, if thats even possible.
so, it was a saturday or a friday. i cant clearly remember, truth be told. but, this is the exact story of hoy i met my fallen angel.
me and my friend bailey were actually online. we went to this website called omegle... lol. then we saw zach and his friend spencer. i saw zach and was star struck.. love at first sight? m
you took me to a store
told me i could have whatever i wanted
i took one look around
what i wanted couldnt be found.
i only want your love
your heart to hold
i want to be with you
till we are old.
you took me to a candyshop
told me take what i need
baby, cant you see?
i only want your love
your heart to hold
i want to know i have you
even when we are old.
you took me to a flower store
asked if i wanted more
isnt it clear?
what i want isnt here
i only want your love
your heart to hold
i need to know you
and i can grow old.
finally, you take me to a ring place
i look at your beautiful face
your on your knees
marry me
today was the day
that we first met
my love oh my love
today was the day
that you swept me away.
one look into your eyes
and baby its no suprise
i fell hard.
i had innocence,
maybe it was ignorance
my love oh my love.
toay was the day
you made me who i am.
I am slowly slipping,
silently dying,
once I had hope,
now I'm not even trying.
There was once a day,
when the pain didn't kill SO much,
when it didn't hurt to look into your face,
when I didn't think my love was a disgrace.
I am a sinner,
Lord, condemn me now,
I wish I could repent,
but I don't know how.
Once there was a time,
when I denyed my love to you.
My feelings a secret,
yet still true.
Those days were easy,
my pain was little,
things were light andd breezy,
now my life is crumbling down.
We all have tmes,
where we want to cry.
But have you had a time,
where you wanted to die?
The thought of getting up,
is a stab to the heart.
You can't do anything,
knowing your life's falling apart.
You smile a smile,
God how it's not real.
And you'd do anything,
to just not feel.
We all have times,
when it hurts SO much.
They say,
it's ohkay.
But that is such..
A lie.
you.
yes, you.
you're beautiful.
now, now, i know what you're thinking.
you're thinking, "what the hell? not really. i'm fat and i've got these weird zits and this isn't meant for me, this is for someone else."
well, shut the hell up and sit the hell down and listen to my words.
you are fucking gorgeous.
yes, you who have askew teeth.
yes, you who are an inch shorter and thirty pounds heavier than average.
yes, you who have oily, oily faces that are impossible to take care of.
yes, you who's hair will never be tamed by a brush.
yes, you who's two feet taller or a foot shorter than average.
yes, you of non-firm abs.
y
you took me to a store
told me i could have whatever i wanted
i took one look around
what i wanted couldnt be found.
i only want your love
your heart to hold
i want to be with you
till we are old.
you took me to a candyshop
told me take what i need
baby, cant you see?
i only want your love
your heart to hold
i want to know i have you
even when we are old.
you took me to a flower store
asked if i wanted more
isnt it clear?
what i want isnt here
i only want your love
your heart to hold
i need to know you
and i can grow old.
finally, you take me to a ring place
i look at your beautiful face
your on your knees
marry me
oh hai dear C: my name is leah! i love poetry and music. and photography. those are 3 of my many passions. but poetry and music are 2 of my biggest 3! well, my friend, i do not think i am good at poetry, but you like what you like i suppose?! my poetry is "deep" and "emotional" its how i express what im feeling cuuz i suck at TALKING to people XD sooo if you have a request i can write you a poem maybe or a story! pooossibly a song..? i do not draw.. but i appreciate all arts! soo please be a god or goddess and watch me? i will love you forever and ever C: BUH BAI!
Favourite genre of music: i cant choose :DD Favourite photographer: my friends C: Favourite style of art: all! MP3 player of choice: ipod Favourite cartoon character: FINN THE HUMAN.
i am suuuch a bad person XD i have been ppromising the book upload for like ever. but guess what? after i write this journal i am going to work on the book i pinkie promise you. im going to TRY and upload after i get back from camping.. so expect it soon?
on a new note.. well for a little while i thought i was going to move to florida with my babe..
until my dad randomly said no..
i still cry when i try talking about it. fml.
i am going to upload poems for sure when i get back from camping, that is when i am by a computer.
so please, be patient. my life has been busy as hell and i really dont mean to keep you waiting. loves <3
your friend has been dating a guy for only 1-2 weeks. she is PREGNANT.
you know she shouldnt raise the kis, you know she isnt ready.
she WANTS to raise it.
you are trying to convince her shes not ready...
she wants to raise it.
you tell her not to abort because that is so very wrong, but... please, PLEASE, put it up for adoption.
you say youll be there threw it all if she raises it, but please, put it up for adoption.
she wants you as the god mother, she wants to name it after you if its a girl.
god.
dear lord.
why.
just out of curiousity... what would you do????
if you were that friend?
that friend who loves her friend so m
I KNOOOW. i promised to write chapter two of my story. but i just havent gotten around to it. school started children!! so im really busy with school. and talking to zach (: that all i ever do anymore cuz none of my friends ever hang out with me... >.> grrr. but i will upload a chapter two soon!!!
in other news? zach <3 he said he thought i was the one ^.^ i love him :DD
uhm. well aproaching in the anniversary of my dear friend brendas death, so expect a story about/ for her. i love you all!!
haz too gooo buh baai
Really? Thank you very much 8D I love writing and I have quite a few unfinished stories hiding in my documents on my computer XD Maybe I should dig them out and finish them. I just never posted them online because I was never sure anyone would want to read them. XD